September 23rd is the last day of my summer holidays. every year, it's the last one. on this day, i feel like dying. Just the thought of going back to the same school, same class, seeing the same teachers, freaks me out. I hate my classmates. They're so hypocrite, and mean. This year, this is it. END OF BULLYING. I will fight, and stop them no matter what it takes because i'm so sick of being judged by the size of my jeans, my clothes, and my music taste, and even hobbies!! who the hell are you to judge me? they don't even know me. they don't know the real me. so, yes! i'm ready to fight!
I videochat with Ghassen. I'm so hard when the convo starts as i'm reading a joke on Tumblr. here it is:
"That awkward moment when you gently throw your phone onto your bed and it decides to bounce off 3 walls, knock over a lamp, and kill a cat."
I 'm laughing so hard that I have tears in my eyes, and my tummy is hurting me sooo much!! and this is Ghassen's reaction:
He suggests watching a manga. It's called...i forgot. Anyway, we start watching it. It's really nice, and cute. I love mangas. And what i love most is romantic mangas. They're so beautiful. They make you wanna fall in love, and fight for it. Unlike my past crushes, no one of them fought for our sake, or relationship. It's sad, but that's how it was. I don't regret breaking up with any of them. I don't like uncertain men. Those who don't know what they want, what they want to do, if they should continue or not, and don't give everything, or do their best to keep you.
Anyway, when Ghassen leaves, i check my twitter. Ah. Sami Yusuf has retweeted me 4 times, and tweeted me once. That's been so long that I didn't a retweet or tweet from him. that makes me really happy. I go to Facebook, and message Yasmine, my best friend, and she's all like "haha so what?" we both know what she means. Sami Yusuf always retweets and tweets me. so it's become normal when he does it now.
Regina messages me on Facebook saying my glasses are nice. We talk for a long while when she tells me that she's skyping with Ahmed. I'm really happy to know this. Regina is a nice person, so is Ahmed. Yes, you probably think i'm saying this cuz i have a crush on him. but, let's take it this way: if he wasn't nice, how would i have a crush on him? ha, ha, ha! gotcha bloggers, right? ;) After sometime, she and i decide to videochat. she has a beautiful voice, and a cute accent! we talk for a long time until mom comes, and asks me to leave the computer as it's midnight.
I leave my computer. I slip under my blanket, grab my phone, and connect to the wifi. I youtube some songs, and close my eyes. After what i think it was 5 minutes, i find the sun shining in my eyes. i check my phone, and i still find youtube on. It's 9.32 a.m. I stay in bed for 30 minutes. then leave it, and start cleaning. no one is home. Tomorrow i start school. I still feel bad. I keep talking to Ines on twitter. She makes me feel alright with her naivety. She's trying to make me feel good, or better, that's why she's acting that way I assume. We agree on meeting later in the afternoon to buy some pins for our uniforms as she wants the same as me. It's gonna be hard cuz my pins are from the UK. take a look at my uniform:
I'm going to take a shower now. and then i'll probably go out with Ines as explained. I'll update for more.
Have you gone back to school yet? if you have, tell me about your first day. fi you're in a new school, tell me if you could make friends and how you liked it.
Have a nice week. Keep wishing me luck, and praying for me, rockers. aye?(: